Element of Blue

A gentle shout inside my head

Urging me to get out of  the bed

Quickly I got up, confused, whose voice was it?

I didn't know, but it left me in tears

Just a false nostalgia perhaps?

Dazed for awhile, a moment of stillness before the nightmares caught up again



Then they came back

And suddenly a yearning for a long walk

The first mile, I was hesitating

The second mile, I looked behind but didn't see anything

The third, I no longer wanted to come back

So I stopped thinking completely and kept moving on

My steps became a reflex

Trudging along the narrow broken asphalt road unconsciously

Hours or maybe even days had passed, I lost track of time



"Hey, stop!"

It's that voice again, but louder and also gentler

But that time I finally remembered, that the voice was yours

Surge of feelings shredded my being, I was aching

I screamed profanity as the pain pulled me back to reality

I realized that I was almost at the end of the line



What the hell was I doing?

So I stopped

Then I sat down

Then I slightly looked up

And right there at that very moment, I saw a yarn made out of light